dum dum dee dee

the haze is making me all lazy.. and all the free time i have at home leads me to start thinking about some stuff thats going on in my life..

haha, i had a fantastic time with elaine ytd and i met up with cheryl they all fer mahj.. was slightly emo ytd cuz of the haze i guess.. but i won big time fer mahj.. haha! =) WHEEEPEEE~
luck is prolly on my side.. sheesh i desperately need to do some shoppin fer formal clothes fer work and all the silly material wants like a bag and stuff. well- at least i aint abt the brand so tts not too materialistic now isnt it?

about the tag to elaine.. jus triggered some thoughts of how much i must start saving fer my own backpacking trip.. i really wanna go out thr and do my thing.. was sharing with elaine my hopes of starting a cafe somewhr here.. prolly cld start off with china LiJiang first.. its a fantastic pl!! it holds many experiences fer me.. so yeah.. elaine was quite supportive about it.. most importantly my daddy's supportive of it too.. and im sure J is toooo! =) hehe.. so yeah.. prolly cld start lookin up and tryin to save wot little cash i have.. to try to start something of my own.. haha..

also on how physical torture is much better than mental torture.. its really quite true.. sometimes physical torture like being anorexic can actually lead to mental well-being.. the lady feels better, more in control of her body.. but its abit sadistic an example. so lets jus skip that.. but i think mental torture is like some kind of roller coaster ride.. there are parts u get high and then u go all low again.. or the twirls and yeah.. somehow this goes to show, theres always a start and an end for everything.. in life, nothing is forever.. esp when it comes to love.. but i'd still love you until that end comes.. haha!

im feeling so tired now. had mahj yesterday and i finish playing at 6.30am. in the friggin morning.. am helping elaine find her wine.. but i really dont think guys like tt deserve gd wine. get the cheapest, not his fav. i believe in karma. treat the person the way u want urself to b treated cuz yes, what goes around comes around.

anw, enough of all my crap. i think im gonna try mug or study or something. OH YES, i got a surprise for baby when he goes drinking with his guys fer his birthday! =) heh.